| hey whats up? me well not so good. my boyfriend killed himself... so yeh not exactly the best christmas. oh yeah he did it on christmas eve by the way. so ive been depressed latly. and i want to die cause the pain is just to hard to deal with. and on top of that i have to pretend as if im ok. i dont want my friends to start getting all sympathetic on me. but i cant believe hes gone. i mean i know we got in fights alot but i still love him very much. i would do anything to bring him back. even my life... but i just want the pain to go away. punching a bag doesnt do it anymore. i need a way to distract me from that pain. |
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| wow i dont even think any one uses xanga any more lol. well im just writing cause im bored and have nothing to do. well that and im kinda sad today. why? well because my boyfriend... well its his birthday on sunday and so i got him a present and then i called him at work today just to see how he was. I told him that i got him presents and then he said he wouldnt accept them and said somthing about how he doesnt like my attitude toward him??? WTF!!!! so yeah that kind of pissed me off. then hes always saying that i shouldnt waist money or time on him because hes not worth it.... yeah bullshit. then why doesnt he break up with me!!! but yeah. i dont know he just always gets me so mad. yeah i know poeple tell me i should break up with him. maybe i should.... or maybe im just waiting for him to leave me... well i dont know whats going to happen but i know imnot going to have a futer with him. |
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| hello peoples how are you? wells its been a while i know...srry. well stupid bush is trying to get rid of us mexicans but it wount happen.lol. my poor babies got hurt bunny is missing a pease of his face poor baby abd shaddows leg is hurt. me sad but they be ok. well i gots to go. every one go to dallas city hall on sunday at 12 pm to protest agenst hr4437 please come... ok bye |
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| hey guys i dont really have much to so srry bye i love you jesse. |
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| hi peoples how are you? im ok umm nothing good today i went to movies and saw harry potter again. umm there was a small party at my house and it was just for the soccer thing witch was stupid couse both teams are stupid i hate them both. my faverit team is pumas yeah go pumas.......ummmm yeah ok well I LOVE YOU JESSE!!! ............bye |
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